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Gamer
03:03
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Living my life in the fast lane
Watching the world through a glass screen anyway
All the cars fly right past me
Got the shield up, they can’t harm me anyway
I’m a gamer baby, so why don’t you kill me
I never really figured out which one was the real me (2x)
Health goes down but I feel nothing
Played my hand but I was bluffing anyway
Deliver me a blow so crushing (Finish her!)
I was never really worth loving anyway
I’m a gamer baby, so why don’t you kill me
I never really figured out which one was the real me (4x)
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2. |
If Only (ft. Katie Dey)
04:16
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The coffee machine harmonises with the microwave
I don’t wanna go to work today
So meet me in the video game
Video game, the video game
I designed my character to be mostly true
But she knows what she’s supposed to do
And she wants for more than to be close to you
To be close to you, be close to you
But no matter how hard I try
I can never really be her
I own fewer human-sized swords
And I miss you more than ever
Why are you so far away?
Why are you so far away from me?
Why is the distance between us not easily
Cut through immediately?
If only you were here, I would know what to do
If only I was there, I was there, there with you
If only you were here, I would know what to do
If only I was there, close to you
The coffee machine harmonises with the microwave
And if I really must dissociate
I’d rather be with my friends at the rave
At the rave, with my friends at the rave
Cause I don’t always wanna be alone
I’m sick of living on the telephone
And sometimes I wonder if there’s more to life
Than what we find inside our homes
So why is it so hard
To walk out of the door
What if they don’t like my kind out there
And show me what for?
If only you were here, I would know what to do
If only I was there, I was there, there with you
If only you were here, I would know what to do
If only I was there, close to you (2x)
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Hoodie Girl
03:21
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I want to be the most beautiful woman that you’ve ever seen
And if I can’t be her then I’ll settle for being happy
I know you went so far out of your way
But these clothes, these beautiful clothes, they don’t fit my frame
I guess I’ll just become a hoodie girl
I’ll live my life like I’m a hoodie girl
Being a hoodie girl is beautiful to me
I’ll live my life like I’m a hoodie girl
In this world of sin vanity is almost everything
But retaining your will to live is possibly maybe better
If it doesn’t fit the branches of my being
It must be ugly, nothing much worth seeing
I want to feel good
Or at least feel nothing at all
My body is too big
Or the world is too small
I guess I’ll just become a hoodie girl
I’ll live my life like I’m a hoodie girl
How much surgery do I need before I can just
Live my life like I’m a hoodie girl?
I guess I’ll just become a hoodie girl
I’ll live my life like I’m a hoodie girl
Being a hoodie girl is beautiful to me
I’ll live my life like I’m a hoodie girl
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4. |
Goblin Mindset
03:10
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Spend the week in my cave
Making little noises as I misbehave
Front door is a boulder
I can be the devil on my own shoulder
Hairs sprout on my face
Screaming little prayers into my pillowcase
New ways of being alone
Forgetting how to utilise the telephone
Goblin, goblin mindset got my dial set
All the way up to eleven
I need a little bit of hell inside of my heaven
I'm tired of hiding the truth
Shaving the point off the end of the tooth
Sick of being perceived
And even if you saw me you wouldn't believe
I start the day with caffeine
Dabble in a little dexamphetamine
Terrorising myself
Living detrimental to my mental health
Goblin, goblin mindset got my dial set
All the way up to eleven
I need a little bit of hell inside of my heaven
Got that goblin mindset baby (4x), baby
Goblin, goblin mindset got my dial set
All the way up to eleven
I need a little bit of hell inside of my heaven (3x)
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I used to think I was an extrovert
But I was just afraid of being alone
Coming off of my lexapro
I can’t text or talk on the phone
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I really wanna
I wanna go home
At a party trying to talk to you
But the music is way too loud
And these drugs don’t do anything
I don’t know why I ever go out
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I really wanna
I wanna go home
My brain is grating on the holes in the walls of my skull
The pain is greater than any pleasure I’ve ever known
I used to push my body beyond
All the limits my body had set
Now when my body speaks
I try to listen, I try to respect
I gotta, I gotta, I gotta, I really gotta
I gotta go home
My brain is grating on the holes in the walls of my skull
The pain is greater than any pleasure I’ve ever known
I don’t understand the rules of the game
But we keep on playing (4x)
My brain is grating on the holes in the walls of my skull
The pain is greater than any pleasure I’ve ever known
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I really wanna
I wanna go home
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6. |
Trauma Girls
03:12
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I felt my body spit my soul out
Now I’m as empty as a single rubber glove
I know I overreacted
I feel ashamed, I am an apprehended dog
I was struck down by history
Dragged back to the past
I wanna roll around
In some broken glass
Here come the trauma girls
The spend time in the corner girls
The can’t remember what a world
Like this was meant to offer girls (2x)
I felt my body spit my soul out
I understand if you don’t love me anymore
I never told you I was crazy
Nor was I subtle with the padlock on the door
Because I’m not a chill girl
Or a goer with the flow
I’m always kind of on fire
And any cool is just for show
Here come the trauma girls
The spend time in the corner girls
The can’t remember what a world
Like this was meant to offer girls (4x)
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My Crew
03:14
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I went for a walk, I had to move my legs
Hoping that something would shift inside my head
Talking to myself but we just can’t agree
It gets weird sometimes, I, myself, and me
I’m out here looking for my crew
Could that be you, could that be you, could that be you?
Does your brain work like this too?
Could that be you, could that be you, could that be you?
Could that be you? Could that be you?
Could that be, could that be you?
I’m out here looking for my crew
Could that be you, could that be you, could that be you?
All my life I’ve looked for where I’m supposed to be
So long there’s always been something wrong with me
So long to hating myself every time I speak
So long to missing out on love from fellow freaks
I’m out here looking for my crew
Could that be you, could that be you, could that be you?
Does your brain work like this too?
Could that be you, could that be you, could that be you?
Could that be you? Could that be you?
Could that be, could that be you?
I’m out here looking for my crew
Could that be you, could that be you, could that be you?
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8. |
Motorcycle (ft. Geryon)
03:39
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I regain consciousness with your thighs round my waist
(Thighs round my waist)
Just practicing your wrestling holds you reassure me
(Your wrestling holds)
A tome of disappointment written on my face
(Oh, what a waste)
You ask me what's the problem, tell me you adore me
(What's the problem?)
Every day I wake up, I put on my makeup
Drape some fabric on this vaguely human frame
(My human frame)
When the sun is going down, pentagram on the ground
Inject brake fluid directly into my veins
Every day I wake up and wish I was a Kawasaki motorcycle
Every day I wake up and wish I was a lime green machine
When I was young I was a sensitive child
I grew to wish that I would never be seen
Now I'm a woman and I long to ascend
(Oh, take me up)
As women do into the realm of machine
Every day I wake up and wish I was a Kawasaki motorcycle
Every day I wake up and wish I was a lime green machine (4x)
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